November 17th 2009

My surgery was finally approved! It took insurance a couple of weeks to decide... I sent them about 100 pages of medical records! The average person only sends 20-30. Can you say lame? They kept asking for more... And, what's sad is that I actually have more than that to send. But, it was all worth it to finally have it here. I am so excited. I feel like this is a dream! I was having nightmares that this day would never come... Most people probably think that nervous would be the better word to describe their feelings about surgery... But, for some reason I'm just not nervous yet. I know that it will hurt really bad for a while... But, I'm just so happy that I'll be getting out of the pain I'm in now that I guess I just know it's the only way. I'm sure the nerves will come right about when they start to put an iv in my arm! That is always the scariest part for me... After that I'm so drugged that I just don't care. I'll be in the hospital 1-3 nights. So, if everyone wants to say a little prayer for me this Tuesday... I would really appreciate it! Thank you everyone for your prayers so far. I am truly grateful! I love you all!